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Maybe that is why I can’t ever go back to You. i have too many Words to tell … how much you mean to me but they are just words. My actions proved the opposite. I’m forever finding love to replace the one you place in me. i was cruel. i admit that. i gave you Love yet i took it away. i had to take away something beautiful because I’m selfish and care too much about myself .. I can't erase you from my Past i cant delete you from my mind all i can do is say goodbye i cant pretend you were never here i cant fake like it didn’t hurt when you disappeared i refuse to use a fake old grin but then again I’ll never win... I cant pretend that I don’t Care i cant pretend that you are near so i guess ill just pretend to say Goodbye but ill Always love you.. there were moments we laughed-and-cried,We always stood by each othar side those Many days we Spent together will stay in my life forever and ever... And then SomeDay You will be sorry,When You're Free...Memories Will Remind You That We Are Meant To be :)    
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Thursday, April 29, 2010

God made me just to be Unhappy ?


Hearing words piercing my heart


Expressing abyssal pain

Sharing fearful inner thoughts

Broken spirit still remains



Soft whispers became icy arrows

Puncturing a delicate target

My drawn lips, tightened bow

Projectile voice, tipped with regret



Placed upon a pedestal

Spitting accusations of wrong

Scorning you for my past

By my side, is where you belong



Toxic words more damaging

Than a physical strike

Killing loving life essence

Faster than the third reich



Splintering what we've built

Slicing beauty to the core

Filled with heavy sorrow

Hope to repair what I tore



Crystal heart has been shattered

By your testimate of pain

Love from a magenta gem

Attempting to maintain ..



~ The smiles now have faded, as has the sun; A lifetime without you has now just begun :) ~

The joy unfold


Each time I think of u


My head turns towards the sky

Shining blue to my gaze

Seeing ur face above so high!



A smile blooms on my lips

With happiness comes unknown

Wondering why is this reflection

The reflection of this joy unfold



Do I know the reason?

Is it b’coz I miss u so?

For every cloud passing by

Brings me a message like spy



The message with ur memories

Ur laughter that lingers my ears

The love promised by u

Which lasts for many years?

Wanting You ...


Clad in the sweat of desire


Expressing u my heavy mood

With my spirit raising high

Within the emotions I brood



Closing my eyes in imagination

That paints the picture of thee

Bringing the dream before my eyes

With u tightly holding me



As my desire mounting more

Wanting u more for real

Crying aloud ur lovely name

For the scars in my heart to heal



Touching the summit of satisfaction

Panting with breathe I exhale

Opening my eyes to the reality

Craving for u, in my sad tale!

How do i live without you ...

During the flash of the moment
when my eyes set upon you
not wating to miss even a span
to let go from my sight this man

Not knowing how i live
without thought of you
breathing in that air
along with memories of you

No sunshine all these days
no difference did it make
brought by you a ray of hope
love for you, in me i developed

Surviving is now too hard
without you my world is dark
baby, dont ever leave me
my life be like autumn tree ..!