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Maybe that is why I can’t ever go back to You. i have too many Words to tell … how much you mean to me but they are just words. My actions proved the opposite. I’m forever finding love to replace the one you place in me. i was cruel. i admit that. i gave you Love yet i took it away. i had to take away something beautiful because I’m selfish and care too much about myself .. I can't erase you from my Past i cant delete you from my mind all i can do is say goodbye i cant pretend you were never here i cant fake like it didn’t hurt when you disappeared i refuse to use a fake old grin but then again I’ll never win... I cant pretend that I don’t Care i cant pretend that you are near so i guess ill just pretend to say Goodbye but ill Always love you.. there were moments we laughed-and-cried,We always stood by each othar side those Many days we Spent together will stay in my life forever and ever... And then SomeDay You will be sorry,When You're Free...Memories Will Remind You That We Are Meant To be :)    
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Sunday, March 21, 2010

The Main Reason I Love You Is ....

Just tell me the reason, my dear heart,Why is it, we fell apart…..I went to the moon; u ran to the stars,What is the reason, we went so far…..Now that all things are, said & done,U called from the star & said, “Just for fun”;If it was for fun, then tell me dear,What is the thing u & I fear??What bout the days, months & years,We lived together, without any fear,What bout the days we laughed & cried,You even forgot, we had a “Smile!!”So I’ll like to end this small story,With a wish from my heart;I wish the moon & star get together,And hope that,“We never fell Apart!!

                              
                       Posted By - Shishir

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Never ever do these ..


Tum mere sath ho ..
tumhe koi soche kyun ?

Tum meri chahat ho
tumhe koi chahe kyun ?

Tum mera aina ho
tumhe koi dekhe kyun ?

Tum meri dua ho
tumhe koi mange kyun ?

Tum routh jao mujhse
aisa kabhi na karna


Main ek nazar ko tarsoon
aisa kabhi na karna

main pooch pooch haarun
sau sawal kar ke

Tum kuch jawab na do
aisa kabhi na karna

Mujh se he mil kar hasna
mujhe se he mil kar rona

Mujh se bicher kar jee lo
aisa kabhi na karna

Tum chand ban kar rehna
main dekhta rahunga

Kisi roz tum na nikalo
aisa kabhi na karna

Tum chale jao jab bhi
to dekhun tumhara rasta

Tum laut kar na aao
aisa kabhi na karna .........

                                                                          

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Thursday, March 11, 2010

Thought of u...

Don’t know the reason why
Each time I think of u
My eyes begin to blurr
Coz of the tears rolling down thru’

The image of that shining chest
Blinking my memories
Not in one place my mind rests
Like in song, running around trees

I wonder and wonder
All trivial things on earth
End up crying on my bed
Not knowing if it’s worth

Y is my heart pumping so fast?
When my blood flows slowly
My limbs getting numb
With ur thots so heavenly!



                                    posted by- Shishir                                                                 

My innermost feelings...!


When i sit to pen down my thoughts
I get confused where to start
With brain crushed to extract my emotions
And the pierced feelings like darts.

As speed my memories travel
Even before the ink in my pen dries
They reach my love destination
To open the lids of your eyes

Jerking you from my dreams
Makes me vibrate from here
Whatever happens to you
From inner soul i shudder with fear

Laying down myself to sleep
With eyes wet by tears
But happy my heart feels
Like in front of me u appear!



                                                                                                      posted by- Shishir

A ray of hope...


Why is it always me?
To bear this undying pain
Does sorrow exist for free?
Or in life’s exam I failed?


Fighting through my tears
Controlling the frown on my face
Waiting for the moment to explode
Waiting the wash-out of this phase.


All the blood flow frozen
Stopping the beat of my veins
Craving to search for heaven
Tasting every drop of the rain.


Weeping morning, noon & night
Hoping from u, a sunlight
This silence is deafening
Wishing the last ray is in sight!



                                                                                               posted by- Shishir

My unconditional love...



I can walk on red hot coals for u
I can sleep on thorns for eternity too.
I can starve to death to see u smile
I can quench my thirst if u r fine!

But I can’t do what others do
To prove my love for u
But I have my stupid way
To make u smile everyday!

If others can bring u happiness
And carry u with joy untold
I’d die a thousand deaths
To call you as my own!

Each one’s love is her jewel
Decorating herself as she drew
My unconditional love is my asset
That I bear forever through!



                                                                                                    posted by- Shishir
Friday, March 5, 2010

The Silence...





"The silence is worth




More than a thousand lives,
This freedom worth
More than all the empires on earth.
To glimpse that truth within yourself,
For even just a moment, is worth
More than all heavens, all worlds,
All this, and all that."