My World

My heart does not stop bleeding
Whenever your face comes in front
Veins knotted my fist tightened
The pain you give can never end

Anger overshadows my soul
Helas! I still cry your name
Temper rises in my mind
Why are you doing the same?

Will I ever get out of this?
Your hurt is only worsened
Tongue-tied I cannot blame you
Waiting for my heart to mend

You failed to look into my eyes
All you did is break the ties
I struggle to put the pieces together
For I am used to your stupid lies

My eternal desire is to hold you
But it seems to me so hard to do
Is something wrong with my love?
I tried alot to reason it out

Every single day i made an effort
Yet i found myself lacking the force
Finally i lay on bed in pathetic pain
My love increases but nothing i gain

Am i holding you with me so tight?
Although i want to let it go every night
But when the hold of my feelings loosen
I am scared to find myself alone in the end

These feelings dominate me in unique way
Without them i’m a walking dead everyday
A grown-up who doesn’t know to live on my own
Because you never taught me to live alone!

When i will be gone forever,

When i will be dead,

Just Come to My Grave,

Dont Cry ..

Just put Some Wild Flowers Beside me,

Sit along the Yard for Few Moments,

Talk to me,

Cheer Me up ..

Remember the Times When We Were Together,

When We Were Friends,

Listen To My Quiet Reply..

Enjoy Those Moments ,

Try to understand the Unsaid Words & Consider How Much You still Mean To Me :)

Still in da pain....!

After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to understand that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head held high and your eyes wide open
With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child
You learn to build your roads
On today because tomorrow's ground
Is too uncertain for plans, 

and futures have a way of falling down in midflight
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate Your own soul,

instead of waiting For someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can endure
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth
And you learn and learn...and you learn
With every goodbye you learn.

When Dere's No Frend 
When Lyf Is On D Dead End 

When World Isn't A Paradise 

When Ur Confidence Dies 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE" 

When Things Dn't Go Right 

Where Dere's No Ray Of Lite 

And Its Too Hard To Survive 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE" 

When Other Dn't Respect U 

When U R Nt Amongst D Admirable Few 

When For A Question, U Can't Find A Solution 

When U R Sure Abt, Is Confusion 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE" 

When Ur Destination Is Miles Apart 

When U Dn't Knw Whr To Start 

When All U C Around In Pain 

When Ur Hardwork Is In Vain 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE"

I Dive Down The Sea
To Get U A Pearl 

Its Enchanting Beauty Caught Me 

When It Was Lying Inside Its Shell 

I Picked It Up Just For You 

But When I Saw The Shell It Was All 

Alone 

Its Majestic Ness Was Lost 

Its Beauty Was Caught 

I Got Back To Present It To You 

But Found There Nobody Waiting For Me 

I Felt Just The Same As The Shell 

I Lost My Pearl N I Was Same 

Nothing Without U Just Nothing. . . . .

This feeling inside
Is so hard to fight
But I’m trying so hard
Because of you

It’s telling me to die
And saying ‘You hate your life’
But I WILL fight it
Just for you

The voices tell me things
They tell me I’m naughty
But you say I’m not
I love you

I’m not going to listen now
Because I have you to help
Thank you so, so, so much
I really love you

I love you so much
But you don’t love me
But you DO love me
In my dreams

I am so sorry I am doing this to you.
I don’t mean to put you through the pain I am putting your though.
I have more than just feelings for you .
I am in love with you.

I started to cry tonight.
When I realized you might walk out of my life.

The tears of pain streamed down my face.
I guess God is trying to put me in my place.

What did I do to deserve you?
Your love is so simple and true.
Your heart is pure as gold through and through.

You have touched my soul
You have touched my heart
And I am so sorry for what
I have done to you from the start.

Please forgive me.
I do love you.
All the way to the
Bottom of my heart..

Every-time I close my eyes
It’s your face I see.
I don’t know what’s happening.
I guess it’s destiny..
Every-time you look my way.
My heart skips a beat.
I don’t know what this is called.
But it feels like love to me.

Every-time I go to sleep.
It’s you in my dreams.
I can’t get you out of my head.
You’re there constantly.
Too bad this feeling’s just a secret..
You don’t feel the same..
If you did, the world would be perfect.
Everything would change..

‘Cause everyday I think about you.
Missing you so bad.
Longing for the day I see you.
To get what I can’t have.
I don’t know what to do..
My heart keeps beating fast.
It is getting hard to breathe..
But my love for you will last…

When i said the first hello
You prefer to look away
When im about to let you go
You decided to come my way

I blushed when you heard me
You wished my presence everyday
You taught me many things
How to shine like flowers in May

When realised this is no dream
You stole my heart within no time
I tried to grab it back
Too late! you said “it’s mine”

Oh my Lord! is hello so hard?
Because it’s killing me slowly
One day i’ll look forward
To getting you in my melancholy